Why do I write?

This is what Creature E wrote last year when she filed her writings before she started blogging.

"It has been a few months I stopped my writing. It 's not that I'm too busy or lack of idea but I wasn't contentedly in the mood to write. I know I must keep going no matter how bad my sentences and my grammar are. I tried to write in my own language but then I hate the meaning. I meant not the language itself but the real meaning of every sentences I wrote. It never came to the point that I wanted to express. So I decided to continue in English although it may appear with a broken and poor English writings here and there. I love myself much and so do my writings because it genuinely coming from my deepest thought and feelings. Everything I write about is something happen around me without me noticing it intentionally. Who cares about what other people wish to write. Nowadays, so many of us show off their writing skills which is impressive in their blog. People blogging around the world and write about everything in the world. But my intention is not leading me to blog yet. Not the time. Blogging needs a very deep consideration. I defined blogging as something we need to relate with pride, respectiveness, lesson and valuable experiences to be shared with others.

Sometimes I was thinking about writing a short moral story for kids as a collection. Instead of giving me satisfaction, it also may improve my English language. I found English is something always sounds good anyway. For every words I want to voice out, it usually sounds very professional and polite. When I get angry or upset, I tend to speak English. Automatically. I wonder why is that. In my state, speaking English is quite common habit since it is multiracial country. But, there are families from the average background of education may find speak English is some kind of encumbrance because of the mother tongue and originally we aren't native English speaker. It might come across in their mind that those who speaks English are just showing off. The fact is that we can have both. Become a bi-lingual. If we want more better, trilingual is highly recommended by adding a mandarin as a third language. Whatever it is, I still prefer English because the meaning rarely sounds too dramatic"...hehe ;)