What does my job means to me?

Last year when I was thinking of getting myself a new lappy and get the internet installed at home, I have never imagined that one day I'll be toying with them.  I must say that  I kind of non-IT literate.  But, what a lucky CREATURE I am when my job scope providing me a good practice and training on those stuff that I have no idea how and where to start.  There are lots of things I have learnt with. My skill is 70% upgraded by now and my understandings about these technical thingy become more improved.

I started to realize that maybe I love this job or maybe not. But to tell the truth, this is the best job ever in terms of its pay.  Means that this is the highest salary I ever get paid off throughout my working-experiences.  Considering on the workload and roster-scheduled, at times I just hate it much. This job is undoubtedly well-known as a stressful and kind of hectic.  Sometimes, there are no weekends for you.  Your companion is your computer and its peripherals. Being one of them, must always armed yourself with changes for everyday you walk into the office.  But, there will be a time I get my very own motivation. That is when it comes to the end of the month. The day I receive my pay.  I always put in my heart and mind it is bearable because I am being employed.  This is a big thankful.  What else I am asking for when so many people out there struggling for job hunting.  Should I just simply say, its okay! I can find another job and get rid of the current work nature. Maybe I can but most probably I can't because this is where I should be. My destiny is still here as what God has planned for me to be at this moment. It is not about I am not so lucky for not being offered for other good position with other 9-5 working hour's organization. It is all about the sparkle of this job and something 'best' in me which makes us able to get along nicely.  Me and the job got well blended emotions.  No one knows but God knows.  I may think that this won't be going anywhere but maybe there is something that I never know.  Being employed is like kind of symbiotic relationship. I am performing my duties towards my company and I get paid as a return.  Whatever it is,  I know my job gives me everything. Apart from earning money, improving my skills and build-up a friendship between my colleagues, my job is truly giving me a very precious experiences.  Happy working myself !!