Thursday 3 October 2013
A breath-taking view from this point. It was not a DSLR lenses I was using. Just a little small Ipod that I carry all the times. I had captured this view on one of my leisure photography occasion, I would call it. This height, where I have been standing for ages in my life, every evening during my teenage time, such a lovely place I would never forget. I have grown up down this steep hill ever since. It was many years ago and now I am aging you see. Witnessing the development, no one would think it was actually once a quarry site. I was there. I still recall the dust and the noisy sound of the lorries passing by repeatedly every day back and forth carrying the gravels. It was bombed, the inner part of the hill sharp at 12 almost every afternoon. I was too young to understand what were they doing and we could feel the shake of the hill bombing. We had no idea what they were up to until....
....the dusty quarry site becomes this giant-domed proudly stand on top of it hill.
It's now becomes a great place and one of the famous 'must go' places in my hometown and I am just staying down there, my historical mother's house :)
Tuesday 28 February 2012
Its Her calling....
When Kuching was welcoming a sun to be shone again, that dreadful morning.....
Everyone seemed going to work as normal as before. Got ready logging in to the system. It was a very peaceful sunday morning I guess. Weather was fine a day before. I reached my seat and started talking to Haiza because they had outing the night before that I was unable to join. Things went fine, just she told me that her mother had a hard coughing since 5am in the morning. After 1 call she answered, I didn't realize that she got up and heading to the back of the floor. But I just ignored her, thinking of she might need some private thing on the phone. I'm not quite sure what time was that. It was maybe around 9am. She back to the cluster and suddenly said that maybe her mother has gone. What?? What she's talking about. She cannot be silly joking with this thing. The first thing came in my head, is she crazy playfully said something like that. It's not right to say something without clear proves. I jumped to her and trying to get what does she meant by that. She looked lost and I never seen her with that blurry face that makes me panic too. I swear, I was panicking.
She said she was talking to her father a while ago and that she got the news. It can't be. It was not her mother whom had been sick. It was her father. I knew it. I follow the progress everyday since last December because my mother also had been having high fever during the new year and I understand how is the worry. She seemed cannot think and I just helped her logging out from the system and get ready because Sapot is on the way to fetch her. As I walk her down to the lobby, I myself didn't dare to believe the possibility. I spoke to Sapot on the phone asking her more further and she started sobbing over there which giving me a sign about what scares me is true. I just silent and still calming Haiza to pray that maybe her mother just passed out. She asked me to go back to work worrying that I will waste my aux time accompanying her. After a few minutes, before I left her waiting for Sapot, I once again said everything will be going all right and text me for updates. Just pray Haiza, just pray. Your mother is not that sick. She might just faint.
Not reach than 15 minutes later, I saw Gurl started sobbing the next two seat from me. For the real confession, my heart was pounding hardly before I grabbed my vibrated phone and got the message from Sapot telling me that Haiza's mother had gone forever. Allahu Akbar, Al-mighty God Allah for the fate, everything that alive will die someday. It's her calling to return to the only One. I didn't say anything, neither from my mouth nor my heart. I had the feeling sometimes ago. The feeling of losing someone we need, we love and we live to die for.
Everyone seemed going to work as normal as before. Got ready logging in to the system. It was a very peaceful sunday morning I guess. Weather was fine a day before. I reached my seat and started talking to Haiza because they had outing the night before that I was unable to join. Things went fine, just she told me that her mother had a hard coughing since 5am in the morning. After 1 call she answered, I didn't realize that she got up and heading to the back of the floor. But I just ignored her, thinking of she might need some private thing on the phone. I'm not quite sure what time was that. It was maybe around 9am. She back to the cluster and suddenly said that maybe her mother has gone. What?? What she's talking about. She cannot be silly joking with this thing. The first thing came in my head, is she crazy playfully said something like that. It's not right to say something without clear proves. I jumped to her and trying to get what does she meant by that. She looked lost and I never seen her with that blurry face that makes me panic too. I swear, I was panicking.
She said she was talking to her father a while ago and that she got the news. It can't be. It was not her mother whom had been sick. It was her father. I knew it. I follow the progress everyday since last December because my mother also had been having high fever during the new year and I understand how is the worry. She seemed cannot think and I just helped her logging out from the system and get ready because Sapot is on the way to fetch her. As I walk her down to the lobby, I myself didn't dare to believe the possibility. I spoke to Sapot on the phone asking her more further and she started sobbing over there which giving me a sign about what scares me is true. I just silent and still calming Haiza to pray that maybe her mother just passed out. She asked me to go back to work worrying that I will waste my aux time accompanying her. After a few minutes, before I left her waiting for Sapot, I once again said everything will be going all right and text me for updates. Just pray Haiza, just pray. Your mother is not that sick. She might just faint.
Not reach than 15 minutes later, I saw Gurl started sobbing the next two seat from me. For the real confession, my heart was pounding hardly before I grabbed my vibrated phone and got the message from Sapot telling me that Haiza's mother had gone forever. Allahu Akbar, Al-mighty God Allah for the fate, everything that alive will die someday. It's her calling to return to the only One. I didn't say anything, neither from my mouth nor my heart. I had the feeling sometimes ago. The feeling of losing someone we need, we love and we live to die for.
My BFFs, the true meaning of friendship...
Tuesday 10 January 2012
A new start....
It's been so so long I have left my blog on sleeping mode. This is a new year of a new journey for each and everyone of us. I guess still not to late for me to wish everyone A very Happy New Year of 2012. Everything opens with a new spirit and new ambition, to complete all the incomplete task last year and go with a very full passion to go through for this year. Nothing new happened recently. School has reopened and my daily routine becomes a little bit hectic. The raining season still on and till today it has been almost a week we have heavy downpour in the morning. The city has never been total dry and drizzle came intervally. Chinese new year is just around the corner and I can see that all my chinese friends has started their preparation slowly. Hopefully, the weather will get better and can't wait to see the sun shine back.
Sunday 6 November 2011
updates
As I have promised before about uploading the birthday present on the birthday exactly, I was unable to make it that day due to some personal reason and now I am back to mark my word.
I let my cousin bring this back to KL for some task she needs to do for me and surely after this, I cant simply get this without her help as this is not a normal protocol. She's just helping me as she knows someone whom can help for it. So, for the time being, I just can only upload the picture of it.
I wanna express my love and of course big big thanks to my buddies for all the supports and also love towards me after all and nothing I could say here except my love and friendship remains strong till no end time.
As I am getting old day by day and the sign of aging is developed very fast in me now, I need sometimes a space for myself and I am expecting a very deep understanding from all. But for sure my smile will always be there for all of u.
;)
I wanna express my love and of course big big thanks to my buddies for all the supports and also love towards me after all and nothing I could say here except my love and friendship remains strong till no end time.
As I am getting old day by day and the sign of aging is developed very fast in me now, I need sometimes a space for myself and I am expecting a very deep understanding from all. But for sure my smile will always be there for all of u.
;)
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